I Figured It All Out(:

Things with my boyfriend of almost two months are better today.
They were never bad, but things just felt weird.
Today, I got this feeling, and things just make sense.
I never knew why I would always push him away from me, then go back and hug him tight.
Or why whenever he tries to say "I love you" i change the subject.
It makes sense now!!
Im just scared.
Scared of getting used to having him around and calling him my boyfriend to just to lose him.
Today when he walked me to third period, He accidentally kissed my neck instead of my cheek.
I got this feeling like I couldnt feel the floor.
On the after school bus, I could not stop smiling.
I wanted to be no where else than where I was, which was with him.
I cant finally admit that he makes me happy.
I dont mean "Happy" I mean HAPPY.
He's a total sweet heart, and I understand why I always treat him so badly.
Im scared to admit that I love him, but I think I really like him.
It all makes sense now, and I figured it all out.
I'm glad it wasnt too late(: <3