I have to post about this.

So while at my aunts house for New Years, I took a little nap because ive been so tired.
So I wake up like 20 minutes later, to my brother saying something to me.
He says "Chino doesnt love you. Oscar loves you. You will marry Oscar."
It was so depressing. Like what even?
On the car ride to my Aunts house, we started talking about him too.
I told then about how I officially stopped caring about him.
My mom told me I was stupid and that i'd regret it soon.
My brother said "well if you ask me he's been your best boyfriend. I liked him."
I'm so tired of not even knowing.
Like jngdhxnbdgk
Forget life.
I wish life was a game and i could just hit the quit button whenever I wanted to.