The Rules of a Gentleman

So a friend of mine sent me this blog
THIS ONE.
And All day i've been reading all of the rules.
And it made me realize.
My boyfriend is so good to me.
I know im young, and this is probably only young love,
and will never be anything more,
but i really like it.
He treats me so well and it's so different than all of my past relationships. I actually really like him :3
I used to play this game with an old friend, its called secretly. Ever since we stopped talking ive had no one to play with (lol pathetic :3) so im gonna play it here (: (lolol even more pathetic)
Secretly, I think I am truly falling for this boy <3
I trust him with everything I have. In fact, I'm writing him a list of all the things he doesnt know about me. All the secrets I hide from the rest of the world. I'm nervous to give it to him, but at the same time I'm ready(:
Theres so many things I wish i could tell him to his face but im so scared for rejection, even from a boy that ive been with for three months already. I'm scared to tell him I love him, and scared to tell him how much he means to me. And when he asks about my past? My heart aches of fear that he will deny me for the rest of time. I've never worried about these things before. EVER. with any guy. If it were any other guy, i wouldnt even have to worry about telling them, I wouldnt care. But this guy, hes special. He's very different. He is, Mine <3